It has been seven years since my last visit to Bangladesh. This is a dream come true moment for me as well as my family. However, after landing in Bangladesh, my mind, heart, and head are in jeopardy. I am overwhelmed with various kinds of emotions that can not be easily explained. Many of these emotions and thoughts are childish, irrational, and laughable. However, they are still there, and I need to confront them in time. Otherwise, this trip will turn into something that I do not want. Thus, I decided to do something about this: record my thoughts and emotions in print language. This is how I can analyze and dissect the emotions/thoughts that are bothering me!