Sometimes I wonder if I am living a human life or not. After entering into university, something happened to me-- thirst for success. Being apart from the family from the very early in the childhood, I am almost living a machine life. Why do I work this much hard? Am I going to stay in the west for the rest of my life? Am I not going to see my family for the next 2-3 years? Lots of questions in the mind, but the answers are not known. If I try hard, PhD will be completed, but what about Mukta? Shouldn't I wait for her? Of course, I should.
Sometimes, I try to normalize things like this, I am just staying a bit far from home, not 28K kilometers. Probably, I will be able to reach home within couple of hours in the next few years.
Lets hope for the best. May Allah help our family in the home.
Sometimes, I try to normalize things like this, I am just staying a bit far from home, not 28K kilometers. Probably, I will be able to reach home within couple of hours in the next few years.
Lets hope for the best. May Allah help our family in the home.
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