Misconception about success

I had some misconception about success in mind. I can't tolerate failure in academics. Once I fail in some place, it carves in my mind and take a lot of time to heal. This happens in my B.Sc third  year when I stood 3rd in a term final. Later I recovered the top position, but I was so devastated. But, life is not like this and  you need to come up with what you have got. A single failure can't nullify all of your success and it is not false what you have gained so far. I am doing masters, but sometimes, I don't feel like I am doing masters. But, it was a dream and I am doing that. So, I need to be more serious in what I am doing like I did my B.Sc and the company jobs. Yes, I am doing a very important task like higher study and research.

Recently, I am passing some tough time with some project and started to become pessimistic, but it is not expected. "Keep running, keep trying, keep pushing.... try to your last breathe...you will end up with success."  I never lose in any attempt permanently, this time I am targeting a big one usask.ca. Let see how far I can go....

"You can go so far you can dream of and dare to --" that's my motto...

Misconception about success

I had some misconception about success in mind. I can't tolerate failure in academics. Once I fail in some place, it carves in my mind and take a lot of time to heal. This happens in my B.Sc third  year when I stood 3rd in a term final. Later I recovered the top position, but I was so devastated. But, life is not like this and  you need to come up with what you have got. A single failure can't nullify all of your success and it is not false what you have gained so far. I am doing masters, but sometimes, I don't feel like I am doing masters. But, it was a dream and I am doing that. So, I need to be more serious in what I am doing like I did my B.Sc and the company jobs. Yes, I am doing a very important task like higher study and research.

Recently, I am passing some tough time with some project and started to become pessimistic, but it is not expected. "Keep running, keep trying, keep pushing.... try to your last breathe...you will end up with success."  I never lose in any attempt permanently, this time I am targeting a big one usask.ca. Let see how far I can go....

"You can go so far you can dream of and dare to --" that's my motto...

Incredible situation of life

Recently had some strange situation:
1. I am hardworking by born
2. Spent 3 years working hard and doing two jobs
3. Then I wanted relief, and got relief
4. Concentrated on the study, but the brain is not that much sharp like earlier
5. Losing confidence
6. Trying to work hard, lack of some motivation
7. Again trying to work hard, but feeling tired, but this should not continue for the rest of the life
8. I need to live rest of the life successfully...
9. So, time to wake up and try hard....
10. Now I feel better...

Incredible situation of life

Recently had some strange situation:
1. I am hardworking by born
2. Spent 3 years working hard and doing two jobs
3. Then I wanted relief, and got relief
4. Concentrated on the study, but the brain is not that much sharp like earlier
5. Losing confidence
6. Trying to work hard, lack of some motivation
7. Again trying to work hard, but feeling tired, but this should not continue for the rest of the life
8. I need to live rest of the life successfully...
9. So, time to wake up and try hard....
10. Now I feel better...

Machine Learning Course (CMPT 898)

It is painful when you discover you know less than many of the students of the class. Recently, I am having a course - Machine Learning. To my wonder, I found that I know less than many of the students and  my base with probability is really not good. After every class, I decide I would make myself ready for the next class and I would answer all the questions in the next class, but it did not happen in the last 1.5 month. Anyway, lets keep pushing, I didn't lose in my life and it didn't happen for the last 23 years of my study life. Lets cross it over.... There will be one day -"We will be able to answer the questions in the class properly and we will be master of ML approaches , I told to my wife...", in shaa Allah

Machine Learning Course (CMPT 898)

It is painful when you discover you know less than many of the students of the class. Recently, I am having a course - Machine Learning. To my wonder, I found that I know less than many of the students and  my base with probability is really not good. After every class, I decide I would make myself ready for the next class and I would answer all the questions in the next class, but it did not happen in the last 1.5 month. Anyway, lets keep pushing, I didn't lose in my life and it didn't happen for the last 23 years of my study life. Lets cross it over.... There will be one day -"We will be able to answer the questions in the class properly and we will be master of ML approaches , I told to my wife...", in shaa Allah