Running after oDesk

I am just running after oDesk freelancing for the last couple of months, but still, I couldn't make a way to manage my first online job. Its looks hard to me to compete in the bid though I passed my 2.5 years job as a web developer in an established software company.
I have sat for some tests and couldn't do extraordinary yet, but I am sharpening myself gradually so that I can take myself to the top 10-20%. My recent score of HTML 4.01 is 3.60/4.00 which needs to be improved. I also took other tests which need to be improved.
I also got some interview and was already enrolled in some testing works, but it does not finish well. Anyway, lets roll and wish for new opportunities. There is no point to be disappointed.
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Running after oDesk

I am just running after oDesk freelancing for the last couple of months, but still, I couldn't make a way to manage my first online job. Its looks hard to me to compete in the bid though I passed my 2.5 years job as a web developer in an established software company.
I have sat for some tests and couldn't do extraordinary yet, but I am sharpening myself gradually so that I can take myself to the top 10-20%. My recent score of HTML 4.01 is 3.60/4.00 which needs to be improved. I also took other tests which need to be improved.
I also got some interview and was already enrolled in some testing works, but it does not finish well. Anyway, lets roll and wish for new opportunities. There is no point to be disappointed.
Thanks for reading

Life is colorless

Suddenly at the age of 28, I am finding that my life is colorless. I am doing two jobs (Lecturer and Software Developer) with handsome salaries, but still I am not happy and I don't know whats happening to me.
I have a girl friend and recently we are having lots of troubles in our relationships. She is an honest and reliable of pure beauty, but she got a problem of dominance. She does not value my choices and she cant ever compromise her decisions and choices which are hurting me from the beginning.
We have been together for the last 7 years and she didn't change much in this respect. I can't motivate her properly or at least I don't know the way to motivate her about these type of problems. So, I talked to her mom about the problems and decide to stop communication for the next 20 days. I am not sure what will happen in the end, but what I have realized that what I should get from a relationship, I was not getting that and moreover, it was creating an overhead on me.
I used to work hard for success and when I get some rest I would like to have a shelter of inner peace which she failed to provide me with. So, day by day I found that the relationship was becoming painful rather than peace, happiness. The worst thing that I had to quarrel often which I don't like. Anyway, lets see what happens in the end as I am waiting to experience different events of human life.

Life is colorless

Suddenly at the age of 28, I am finding that my life is colorless. I am doing two jobs (Lecturer and Software Developer) with handsome salaries, but still I am not happy and I don't know whats happening to me.
I have a girl friend and recently we are having lots of troubles in our relationships. She is an honest and reliable of pure beauty, but she got a problem of dominance. She does not value my choices and she cant ever compromise her decisions and choices which are hurting me from the beginning.
We have been together for the last 7 years and she didn't change much in this respect. I can't motivate her properly or at least I don't know the way to motivate her about these type of problems. So, I talked to her mom about the problems and decide to stop communication for the next 20 days. I am not sure what will happen in the end, but what I have realized that what I should get from a relationship, I was not getting that and moreover, it was creating an overhead on me.
I used to work hard for success and when I get some rest I would like to have a shelter of inner peace which she failed to provide me with. So, day by day I found that the relationship was becoming painful rather than peace, happiness. The worst thing that I had to quarrel often which I don't like. Anyway, lets see what happens in the end as I am waiting to experience different events of human life.