Running after oDesk

I am just running after oDesk freelancing for the last couple of months, but still, I couldn't make a way to manage my first online job. Its looks hard to me to compete in the bid though I passed my 2.5 years job as a web developer in an established software company.
I have sat for some tests and couldn't do extraordinary yet, but I am sharpening myself gradually so that I can take myself to the top 10-20%. My recent score of HTML 4.01 is 3.60/4.00 which needs to be improved. I also took other tests which need to be improved.
I also got some interview and was already enrolled in some testing works, but it does not finish well. Anyway, lets roll and wish for new opportunities. There is no point to be disappointed.
Thanks for reading

Running after oDesk

I am just running after oDesk freelancing for the last couple of months, but still, I couldn't make a way to manage my first online job. Its looks hard to me to compete in the bid though I passed my 2.5 years job as a web developer in an established software company.
I have sat for some tests and couldn't do extraordinary yet, but I am sharpening myself gradually so that I can take myself to the top 10-20%. My recent score of HTML 4.01 is 3.60/4.00 which needs to be improved. I also took other tests which need to be improved.
I also got some interview and was already enrolled in some testing works, but it does not finish well. Anyway, lets roll and wish for new opportunities. There is no point to be disappointed.
Thanks for reading

Life is colorless

Suddenly at the age of 28, I am finding that my life is colorless. I am doing two jobs (Lecturer and Software Developer) with handsome salaries, but still I am not happy and I don't know whats happening to me.
I have a girl friend and recently we are having lots of troubles in our relationships. She is an honest and reliable of pure beauty, but she got a problem of dominance. She does not value my choices and she cant ever compromise her decisions and choices which are hurting me from the beginning.
We have been together for the last 7 years and she didn't change much in this respect. I can't motivate her properly or at least I don't know the way to motivate her about these type of problems. So, I talked to her mom about the problems and decide to stop communication for the next 20 days. I am not sure what will happen in the end, but what I have realized that what I should get from a relationship, I was not getting that and moreover, it was creating an overhead on me.
I used to work hard for success and when I get some rest I would like to have a shelter of inner peace which she failed to provide me with. So, day by day I found that the relationship was becoming painful rather than peace, happiness. The worst thing that I had to quarrel often which I don't like. Anyway, lets see what happens in the end as I am waiting to experience different events of human life.

Life is colorless

Suddenly at the age of 28, I am finding that my life is colorless. I am doing two jobs (Lecturer and Software Developer) with handsome salaries, but still I am not happy and I don't know whats happening to me.
I have a girl friend and recently we are having lots of troubles in our relationships. She is an honest and reliable of pure beauty, but she got a problem of dominance. She does not value my choices and she cant ever compromise her decisions and choices which are hurting me from the beginning.
We have been together for the last 7 years and she didn't change much in this respect. I can't motivate her properly or at least I don't know the way to motivate her about these type of problems. So, I talked to her mom about the problems and decide to stop communication for the next 20 days. I am not sure what will happen in the end, but what I have realized that what I should get from a relationship, I was not getting that and moreover, it was creating an overhead on me.
I used to work hard for success and when I get some rest I would like to have a shelter of inner peace which she failed to provide me with. So, day by day I found that the relationship was becoming painful rather than peace, happiness. The worst thing that I had to quarrel often which I don't like. Anyway, lets see what happens in the end as I am waiting to experience different events of human life.

Mysterious dreams

Nowadays I am watching some mysterious dreams.

• I saw my mother is having another baby and we are having a new brother: After watching this, I found the only son(a bit abnormal, suffering from some type of polio) of my aunt(sister of my mother) died.
• Recently, I saw some sister of my grand father died in the dream. But my grandmother is still alive. May Allah help us.

I generally don't believe in dream, but these things are becoming some kind of coinciding which is making me astonished.

Mysterious dreams

Nowadays I am watching some mysterious dreams.

• I saw my mother is having another baby and we are having a new brother: After watching this, I found the only son(a bit abnormal, suffering from some type of polio) of my aunt(sister of my mother) died.
• Recently, I saw some sister of my grand father died in the dream. But my grandmother is still alive. May Allah help us.

I generally don't believe in dream, but these things are becoming some kind of coinciding which is making me astonished.

X-men Wolverine

Recently, I watched, actually revised this film. This is a great creation for x-men or mutant people having some extra-ordinary power. The hero is Hugh Jackman who is having an amazing spikes in his hands and he is extremely powerful. Brother victor was manipulating the extra-ordinary power, but Jimmy(Logan) was not such like that and he fought against victor for this.
The story changed when victor killed the wife of Jimmy, then Jimmy planned to take revenge for the death of his wife. Colonel Striker had a plan to eliminate all mutants whom he employed in a secret mission with the help of Victor and later he made an experiment with Logan which provided Logan with a metallic body and Logan became invincible.
Moreover, the film ended with a real tragedy of real death of Logan's wife and Logan lost his memory forever.....
Anyway, the film was quite nice in graphics, action and overall standards.

Matrix Triology

Recently I revised an 10 year old movie and I got the same enjoyment as I did first time. Actually, this I get much as I came to understand lot more than the previous times. The Matrix which is a highly scientific and ambitious film based on computer programming. Its about the story of 2199 when the machine will conquer the world with their artificial intelligence lately discovered by human. The extreme dependency of men on machine will lead to this situation.

This film provides us a message of inevitable disasters about machine domination and exploitation of technology like computer hacking. Personally, I don't violate the rules but I am adventurous and I used to prefer some computer hacking and I think one day I will be a good computer whiz and like to feel doing some extra ordinary technical operations.

The best way I can say that I liked the style, the motive of the hero 'Neo' and the 'Trinity' as their roles were really enjoyable. This films provided me a great escape to my ambitious horizon which includes charm, adventure, love, dream and extra ordinary stuffs to cross myself.
Anyway thanks to the creator of this films for such an extra ordinary and out of box thoughts and presentation.

Almost smooth life

At the beginning of this week, we from CSE Discipline had an excursion to Kuakata [27-29 Jan].The place was great and the sea was a good thing to watch and hear its roar. The whole thing was organized by CSE 08 batch efficiently. In a word, I would like to say, that was a good refreshment for starting new span of time and it worked. Though there was some unwanted events in case of me, but in total it was a good event and was very enjoyable with colleagues and students.

Almost smooth life

At the beginning of this week, we from CSE Discipline had an excursion to Kuakata [27-29 Jan].The place was great and the sea was a good thing to watch and hear its roar. The whole thing was organized by CSE 08 batch efficiently. In a word, I would like to say, that was a good refreshment for starting new span of time and it worked. Though there was some unwanted events in case of me, but in total it was a good event and was very enjoyable with colleagues and students.

Bugs life

It is an animation movie with good graphics and good dubbing as well as with a great motivation. The movie is a story of some ants, grass hopper, insects etc. Grass hoppers rule the lower level insects and lower level bugs like ants are obliged to collect food for the grass hoppers, otherwise they will be eaten up. According this rules, they were leading this life.
BTW, there was a smart ant who didn't like this slavery and he planned to get some real giants to fight against the enemies. And he returned with some circus insects for their protection and he was greatly applauded by the fellow ants, princess ant and also the queen ant.
When the time came, circus insects fled away and that ant was treated as a hypocrite. But, soon he promised to do something and brought with an idea to build a fake bird with leaves, covers of fruits. That idea was not fully successful but smart ant managed to fed the grass hopper by the real bird at the last.
Motto: Never tolerate the slavery upon you. Live like a free creature, taste the feeling of freedom.

Children of Heaven

This is probably one of the best films of Iran I have seen recent time. I liked this movie very much and this film is a very live story of a single family running with simple life style with little income. The main focuses are two children who are brother-sister.
The story starts with the theft of a pair of shoes of the girl Zahaara who has only 1 pair of school shoes which was lost by Ali, her brother. The family was rude enough not to tolerate the losing of the shoe and those children kept that loss in secret. Then Ali and Zahaara shared a common school shoe which was quite old.
Then oneday, Zahaara found the same type of shoes that she lost with some other girl in the legs and later a friendship among them grew up. Oneday, Zahaara found that the girl sold that pair of shoes and got a new one.
Then comes a long running competition for Ali and he determined to get the prize (a pair of shoes) for her sister. I saw a big thing in that little boy [he learned a great lesson in a little age of 9] and felt some liquid feeling in me seeing that boy running. He ran and ran and unfortunately got 1st and got the 1st prize in stead of 3rd with shoes. Actually, the competition was tough enough and he ran hard and became 1st. However, the bad luck was, he could not bring the pair of shoes for her sister.
Though, lastly I found that their father was buying shoes for both of them which was a good thing to see. After all, the movie is so much full of lively thoughts that I could not help admiring the sense of life of the director of the film. The films establishes a great picture in front of me about the films and long history of Iran. At the same time, it reminded me that I don't have a sister of my own and now I wish for a cute baby of my own.
Motto: Love for family member. It reminds my child life. It resembles my growing up with a hope of whole family, hard work and success. It helps me to look into the core of life.