If you try to kill emotion, emotion will kill you

Human is really a strange creation of Almighty and more stranger is human mind. People often live a whole life, but never get a chance to recognize themselves. For example, people around me a practical, workaholic and professional guy who can controls emotion without any kind of abrupt behavior. Sometime, I myself become astonished how can I do that? How can I work for hours without thinking anything else!! But, soon I realized that if you push your emotion into the garbage, sometimes, you will have to take that out of trash to save your life, because, you are a human and not a machine. Emotion is part of your life and you can't deny ever. You can restrict to show emotion in front of others, but at some time you will find that there is something in your heart that started melting and coming out as tears--quite strange behavior of human!

From my childhood, I was a emotional boy and during my college life, I really could not control myself from shedding tears after getting some misbehavior from senior brothers (which was up to class 8) in the first time, but, after coming out of the college I became a changed man. Actually, J.C.C taught me something that just mixed with the blood.

Now I don't become upset due to a rough behave from anyone (except one) but, sometimes, past reminds me that we are running with the time which is irreversible and we are just a part of game of nature. In deed, we won't exist for long, there creates a deep cry in the heart if I can go back to the past.....! I don't wanna leave this world, I love this world