Creation of this blog has an eventual cause. Tonight 14.7.9. I could not sleep for a while. A few days ago (7.6.09) I had Appendix operation and after that operation I found myself very helpless and probably I got mentally sick to some extent. Often I became afraid of becoming great sick and losing something valuable part of my body.
Let me tell u a very dangerous event during my operation.I had local anesthesia during my operation and I was injected in the Spinal chord and I found my better half just dead during my operation. My operation was over but I could not make any sense of my better half for 6+ hours and first 3-4 hours I was lying in post-op room without the presence of my family members. That was tragic matter as I found none and I felt if I lose my better half.That fear still remains in me. I have become mentally weak about my physical condition.
I know some tips...people get scared when something they cant explain. That time one should breathe properly so that fresh oxygen can enters the body and the brain can work properly and empowers one to think logically...but this I cant follow all the time. I should regain this strongly....nothing to fear. Allah is always with us. Tonight I worked for company up to 3.00 am ...then went to sleep but could not sleep and started blogging. I blogged in my professional blog http://masudcseku.blogspot.com. However this blog is going to be my personal blog.
thanks.
Masud(14.7.9)
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